Self Confusion ?

Great. I accidently pressed something before I could finish typing. So, the previous post was left hanging. Heh.

Continue..

So last Saturday, POY celebrated Diana's 19th birthday at the banglah park. Then went to SAFRA to play LAN for 2 hours. Nice. After that, had dinner at Jurong Point MacDonald. Then, went to lepak at Quraishah's void deck. Did some funny stuff with my video camera. I'll upload it at POY's blog soon. And Facebook? We'll see.. Heh.

And yes, about my new Xperia Ray. I recontracted my 2 year plan and bought this phone at $64 at Singtel Online with my own pay and im totally satisfied with it. Im loving it. Weee!

Let's comeback to the present tense.. I realise that I couldnt really find my satisfaction at all. When I work, I wish I didnt have to work and dream to be sitting at home earning money. But when im at home, I wish I could run away from all the stuff I'm told to do at home. -.- Wait, I thought I found an answer, I need to get back to school! Of course! And I can't wait for it! Like a small kid getting over excited to have her very first day in school.

I need more friends. What happened to the friends I used to have? Why are they running away? Or they went nowhere, I was the one who didnt bother or care about them. Just because I think they're fine on their own. Or they never needed me at all. Sometimes I wonder, I have lots of friends in Facebook but why are they not talking to me? Or maybe I should be the one starting a conversation with them? What if I did and they didnt reply or the conversation was left hanging again. Sometimes I couldnt even think of a subject to start a conversation. I was far away left behind from trend setters. Compared to the friends, majority doesn't have the same hobbies as mine. Like listening to hardcore and stuff like that. If you've forgotten, I'm turning 19 this year and im still dressing with the same old jeans and longsleeve shirts. Hair still same old long, just shorter and uglier fringe. I guess I have to start to change some things about myself and be satisfied? Guess so..

WTF!

Anyway, I have organized a 2 days 1 night camp at East Coast Park with some cousins. Starting tomorrw afternoon. I hope everything goes according to plan. :)

The young skateboarders under my block has finally stop messing around with their skateboards. Now they are playing The Concentration game loud enough, I could hear them from the living room. -.- Epic game.

Nights.

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