I'm always at amber, sometimes even red.

Early morning and I'm already pissed. -.-

Mummy has been complaining about the everyday house chores. Because Daddy always want it to be clean. In his head, all he think is the cleanliness of the house. Seriously, nothing else. And because of that, Mummy have to wake up early morning, sweep the floor, mop the house, wash the clothes, hang the clothes, fold them every day. And she have to do it before Daddy comes back. As for me, I will be cleaning the toilet every morning before i get ready for work. And that doesn't seem to satisfy anyone else. Mummy thinks that i clean the toilet for the sake of cleaning. -.- Seriously, through my eyes, it's absolutely clean with no stains of shit and smells nothing like shit. At least i've helped than never, like the girl that just got back from China. She does nothing but priorities her own stuff first. Now, mummy complains that she got tired of doing this everyday. And since it's the weekend, she wants US to help do the chores. Well, the one who help wasn't us, it was just me. And that, nobody seems to even care, or think of it. Why? Why does she always get the greenlight? I'm always at amber, sometimes even red. Every time mummy will always call out my name to ask me to do something, barely Naazira.

And guess what, Mummy told me that our usual water bill was about $270 per month. When that girl went to China, our water bill was $140. Baik per?! Told ya, she shouldn't have come back from China. Let her stay there. But when i said that, Mummy thought i was joking and replied "Then we can take flight and visit her at China! Let Naazira rent a big house there since over there is 5 times cheaper. And we can go shopping!" -.-

And i replied,"I don't think so, i think when we visit her there and live in her house, we'll end up the one cleaning up her house. Like a maid. That's what we're doing now, in Singapore." Still, she insisted.

Is it so hard for them to listen to me??? Just now, Daddy wanted to buy bread with kaya and butter spread at the market. Mummy was the one speaking on the phone with Daddy. So i told them not to buy at this shop, the one that Daddy always buy the pizza bread. 'Cause they used planta, i prefer just normal butter. I told Mummy lots of time to tell Daddy not to buy at the same place but the one beside it. And that, Mummy said that that place doesn't sell the kaya spread. But i told her Daddy always buy there. She replied that Daddy always bought the kaya spread at a different shop, the one that has been closed down.  Sigh, they never listened. When Daddy got home, he bought the one with planta. -.-

Another thing is, I was shocked to hear these words coming from Naazira's mouth. She told us her $500 per month from her intern will only be used for he laptop bill, nothing else. WTF? She's the one in the house that has been using lots of money, school fees, fees to China, transport money, pocket money (working at Kallang industrial area). I only need transport money for work since i had free lunch at cousin's house. But atleast i promised to pay them back when i got my pay. How could she be so heartless? This is just the beginning, what about in future?

At the mention of work, my working time will be changed from tomorrow onwards. 8am to 4pm Mom - Fri. Not sure about Saturday yet. In the morning, i will be at A and E (Accident and Emergency) counter. Afternoon will be in the office doing finance. I just hope i don't have to work on Saturdays. heh. Lazy liao. O.O And about may pay, I will only receive my pay on the middle of each month. 'Cause part timers will receive cheque from HQ and needed signature that cause it to be late. Thanks a lot.

 Honestly, i miss working at BATA. ' Cause i miss meeting people and serving them and give good customer service. Doing cashering, make new friends. Now at work, my friends are all aunties and uncles. Baik. Mau ajak lepak persh? But i know, i still have to think about the pay i'm getting. Here is more worth it then BATA. But, everyday i see banglahs and other foreigners everywhere at work. sigh.

Anyway, today Mummy cooked soup with fishball and crabmeat and quail eggs and tofu. Yummy! Been so long. Everyday i ate rice with fried chicken and soy souce (kicap), for lunch at aunt's house. You know what she said? That's what you'll have to eat for not able to eat spicy dish. Thanks eh. -_-

You know what? There's no one i can rely on, other than you Blog. There's no one that can replace you. If you're a human, i would marry you. Only one thing could separate us, Internet connections. haha! Yeah. This is where i share my thoughts, my feelings, my everything. Not really everything lah, but 80% yes.. Unless, i finally found that somebody just like you, a human being. Don't worry, I'm not in a rush. I'll wait. Even if it takes me 100 years, I'm fine. As long i have you Blog, I'll be fine.