No work tomorrow!

YES AH FINALLY! Tomorrow no work! Feel so tired. It's not that my body is aching or what. I just couldn't have enough sleep. Only manage to sleep 6 hours per day. Mummy only allows me to sleep after 12 midnight. Baik. Every day after lunch, i almost fell asleep while doing my work. -.- Oh yar. At the mention of work, i still don't have a permanent place. I'm still stuck at SOC, even though it's already the 25th when actually after 24th i should start doing data entry for finance. My cousin who's working in the office told me that the people there are fighting over me. Cey! So honoured. heh.

Sadly.... One of my colleague asked me this, "So after your O'level, you're going JC?". 

My face look like JC type one meh? (So Singlish) Do I have the smart ass look? They really look highly on me. They keep praising me about how fast i could actually take things and learn. Too bad, non of them  knew about the truth. If I was that smart, I might have been in a Polytechnic, having my second semester. In a design course of my choice. Yeah. 

Why? I'm so good at doing hands on, helping others and lots of things. But when it comes to academic wise, I'm never that good. No matter how hard i try. Even my classmates knew i was the Most conscientious student in the class. Highest rank in CCA, blah blah blah. I know I've said this before but this questions are forever unanswered. Sigh.

I really do hope and pray hard that I really have the chance to pass my Maths. Please Allah. Amin! 

Anyway, Naazira came back from China liao. She bought me a pair of boots and 2 blouse. So who wants to bring me out? I need to test my boots. heh. 

Something wrong is happening with someone. ''Someone'' thinks that nobody cares about 'Someone'. This 'Someone' doesn't think before saying stuff in Facebook. Talking about how this 'Someone' feels. Letting out this 'Someone' hurt feelings. Well actually, you're just self-centred. You care too much about yourself, you forget about the others. You're lonely. If you think you might die alone without anybody knowing, you're not alone in this world. Stop being a pessimist. Look how happy i am, even though in real life, i feel the same. Letting out here in this blog is safer than anything because nobody knows what i said and how i feel but i let it out here that helps me feel a whole lot better. Stop depending much on others. It doesn't matter if you feel hurt, what's important is your love ones are happy and fine. Let them find you and stop thinking that you're forgotten because you never know if they have their own problems or not. No matter what, we're ....., we'll always love you. I was totally hurt by your foolish reactions. We all are. 

Oh yar, almost forgotten. I went out for Karaoke with Mummy, Auntie and cousin Nisha last Sunday at somewhere near Orchard Road. Okay lah. Not so bad. At first i didn't want to follow because they will be singing Malay songs. But i manage to sing some English songs. And sing my lungs out, yeah. I need more of that. heh.

I can't wait till i get my pay. So broke! -.- 

Good night!